Sometimes you gotta purge. Let things go. Old ways of thinking. Old ways of perceiving. Purge out the pain you have felt. The pain you have inflicted on yourself caused by the difference between who you are as compared to who the world told you you should be.
So who were you before the world told you who you should be?
Let the pain go. Let the perception you are not enough go. Let the failure go. Let torment you direct to yourself go. Let go.
After the letting go is a moment to be. Be you. Be now. Be here.